Still encouraged...but...

I don't know what it is. I feel like no one cares if I get these tests done or not. I was contacting one person at the doc office who was very helpful, but I was not getting the answers I was asking for. I want to go through my regular doc to get the lab work done I need before surgery. I was told by Dr. Snyder's office that I would get a letter telling me what I still needed. I still have no letter but the office manager said I still needed one lab and a psych eval. My regular doc ordered the lab and I need to call and make both appts. but do they know what to do?

Last night I was a little dissuaded, but only very slightly. I'm still very anxious to get this done, and in the meantime my part time boss said I can have as much time as I need to get the surgery and recover. She's very supportive and the fact is I just met her two weeks ago! I think it's great to meet people who don't try to talk me out of it, and actually ask lots of questions. My husband is still my biggest supporter and although it seems it is taking forever, I know it WILL happen, and when it does, my life will change forever, and I'm still very excited about that.

Tomorrow I will make the two appts. I DO have control over. And maybe, just maybe, the employment gods will smile down on my hubby and life will finally resume to our pre-marriage financial situation...keeping my heart thinking positive thoughts...